When I was 18 – I was about to compete for Miss California. I was a step away from Miss America and I felt so far from beautiful, it was insane. I felt awkward, my hair was too frizzy, I was short, and god forbid I fall on my face during the swimsuit portion of…
on bringing things full circle
Last night, we trekked to The Forum in Inglewood to catch one of my all-time favorite bands: Mumford & Sons. When the Big, Bad, Beautiful Break-Up happened – I turned to Mumford & Sons. People turn to all sorts of things: ice cream, hook ups, alcohol, karaoke – whatever. For me, it was one song…
on embracing that bod
In middle school, I was bullied because of my weight. At age 12, I was told I needed to join Weight Watchers and that was a comment which actually still, unfortunately, haunts me to this day. I can still vividly remember the scene, even though it’s been something I’ve tried very hard to put behind…
on buying yourself the damn bouquet
Tonight, I bought myself flowers for the first time in my life. I’ve received plenty of bouquets from family, friends and gents over the years – but even despite myself stopping more times than I can count to admire the pretty petals, I’ve always denied myself the ability to purchase a dozen roses for myself.…
on dating
Sweatshirt: Buffalo Exchange; Shorts: Vintage; Sunnies: Oliver Peoples ‘Jacey’ It’s official: I’ve been thrust into the dating world. Granted, I could say “no thanks” and continue on my merry way, but I’ve never been one to back down from a challenge and let’s be real, this is COMPLETELY new territory for me. Challenge accepted. As…
worth the reminder
bathtime
This is what happens when I’m bored on a Monday and decide it’s about time to learn how to use LightRoom.
tickled pink
My cousin Olivia worked some crazy pink magic in my hair yesterday.
a reintroduction
I’ve been drafting words in my head for the past month. Just words. Sentences that I pieces together while I’m driving in the car with my windows down and a good song blasting, and then I kind of nod to myself and smile and say “Yes, I’ll write that down.” and then I forget and…